Monday, August 22, 2005
just came back from piano lessons.
boos. it was only theory and another more lesson and i'll be on hiatus.
hahaha.
theres an amazingly cute boy who came after me, those innocent looking type.
and mind you, hes only 8 and currently studying at sa boys.
his speech was so funny lah, so adorable.
and hes playing was good for a grade 1 student, compared to mine.
hahaha.
and i dont practice when i was in grade 1.
cant be bothered to.
how i wish i could rewind time to be in grade 1 still.
but its impossible.
lols! i really do cherish those moments and my teacher is so patient.
and i realise prelims is arriving in 2 more weeks.
so i need to buck up.!
I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 7:31:00 PM
Friday, August 19, 2005
today wasnt suppose to be a day full of poignance.
it was meant to be what many of you look forward to.
perhaps, it was all bullcrap from the start.
and thanks to certain ppl who took away my day.
i will nv forget this bdae i ever had.
ultimate depressing.
btw, many thanks for my well-wishers!! :D:D
thanks everybody for ur happie birthday wishes.
to you:
hey! i really wanna thank you for being with me all the while, in fact always. i guess i can still express my grattitude to you here :D but it isnt still too late to thank you yet.! sorry if i've neglected you in anyway, pls forgive me! you will always be my bestest buddy forever! cheers for the tears we've shed! i was touched by you, like an angel bending to take my hand. you nv knew how consoled i was when u were there with me and i guess that there is no one exactly like you. and you were the one who has made my day best, subsiding the stormy weather to a sunny atmosphere. i love you and you know who you are.
ps. go see my table, ive already edited it.
I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 9:39:00 PM
Thursday, August 18, 2005
a despicable act.
low down cheap thrill.
may you turn to ashes i sincerely hope.
i cant forgive myself for not heeding warnings.
I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 6:34:00 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
im sure you all heard about dsa.
yeah. i realised that i fit the criteria.
cause they want people who are inclined in sports, arts and MUSIC.
wow. music is my forte.
i should have just gambled my luck on cj.
perhaps who knows i will get in.
but again.
i was just kidding about that.
look back at my results and you'll definately shake your head in reprove.
haha.
ask yourself if a jc would dare accept a student with horrendous an L1R5 of 38?
of course not!
so gdbye to dsa!
i will try for dsa IF only my results are decent, like <20.
but just too bad lah.
lols!
I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 11:53:00 PM
just had maths tuition.
grr!!
my tutor.
no comments, i'll reserve mine for a later use.
u see, i always hate having lessons on a weekend like sundays, cos i need my beauty slp.
just nice, he has jap class at five and i'll be back at home by 3+ after church. (my tuition lasts for 2 hrs)
and actually i could almost get my way,
until he said he will take a cab down for his lessons.
being the soft hearted me have no choice but to give in to him.
obvious compelling eh?
refering to my statement abv, that was my comment actually.
Bless you who has two loved ones who just passed on.
my commiserations goes out to you.
life is so vulnerable you see.
it comes and goes as it will.
haiz..
anybody looks forward to national day aka. e few days before cheena results are out?
-.-
I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 5:05:00 PM
Friday, August 05, 2005
piano was disastrous,
anyway it was meant to be , wasnt it?
no comments.
i dunnoe how i will react when e results come out.
just dont remind me about that in due time.
i need some peace.
dear Lord,
life hasnt been good this while.
i pray for wisdom and strength each day to live .
may thou grant me the perseverance to run this race and fight it well.
and Lord i also pray for all my friends, who are along this difficult journey,
may u grant them the peace and also guide them thru too.
thank you Lord for your grace and mercy and continue to bless us.
in jesus name i pray,
Amen
i know many of us are weary and weak at this point of time,
but we just have to keep life going on no matter what.
just live it with a smile and brush all dampening spirits aside. :D:D
-i rode alongside you till you lost me in the open road.
a sorta fairytale with you.
I-screamed-at-the-AUTHORITIES at 6:48:00 PM